the first time i yell at a doctor
we sit in a white office
with a green door
and a big certificate on the wall that says
‘i’m not a specialist, but.’
i check on the thought of you dying
a few times a day; how big it got; if i missed it’s first word.
i go home
In Our Bed
Bam, Noe’s partner, suffers from a debilitating chronic illness. Noe, Bam’s partner, is their carer. These photographs of Bam and Noe have been taken collaboratively in their shared home in the fall of 2019. As a matter of coping with Bam’s diminishing health, Bam and Noe attempted to create a record of their little life together.